Challenges

It has been quite a while i guess but I'm still alive and kickin'! 
As for myself, I started a little challenge for myself, inspired by self-actualization. Actually I did not intend to "cure perfectionism", because I don't think, I am a very perfectionistic person. I am rather a little too sloppy to be honest, but there was a point that got me curious, which is criticizing everything and anyone around you. Being non-judgemental is a very dear topic to me as objectivity and self-improvement in general. I have noticed, that people are constantly complaining about strangers or their own surroundings, which is upsetting me in the process. Of course, I am not excluded, I also complain about too many trivia therefore this also is pissing myself off. So this challenge is a very good start, to control that - or so I thought

Minimalism.

So, ich werde jetzt 20 Minuten lang schreiben, während Musik läuft, denn das hier ist der

21 Minimalism Challange-Tag,

den ich schon seit Ewigkeiten verschiebe!

Project 365

I actually wanted to do this in Japanese on my .. Japanese blog, but as I am not able to get to my profiledata atm I have to move this there another time. So I am just going to start with my first 5 days in English. Fair enough.

First of all, I heard of this 'Project' from Lea, who did this in, uh 2012 or something. I have finally decided to do this, since I have enough time and not enough talent in completing such things as you could probably see with all my unfinished 30-day-challenges, but don't even go there.
It's quite simple, I will just post a photo every day in 2015 and see where this year will lead me, there  are some exciting things planned uuuh~ I will also comment shortly, that's why this would make much more sense for me in Japanese but oh well.

Back to poetry

A beautiful Lie.

As for us humans – I don't think there is any more left to us than self-pity.

And I do believe this is a beautiful word. Funny isn't it? How language can create such contradicted impressions. You can live the beautiful lie of a sound or understand the meaning behind it. But in The very moment you do – something dies.

Something is fully and inevitably interrupted.

You can't go back there. You have the information, that was enough to kill the lie.

The lie

is dead.

And so is the beauty? Well is it? Can you believe there is something more to a word than its meaning? Can you believe in the truth and the lie at the same time? Well most of us do.

Eventhough it is a paradox. We do. Maybe we don't realize it, but we do live the truth and the lie – both at the same time. Our "world" is basically the same word as "paradox".

Or at least this is what I am telling myself

over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again. This

is my

beautiful lie.

It doesn't help me.

I just took

the l away. Out of this word.

I just wanted to share

Quelle

3. Oktober 1989.

Bild grundsätzlich unverwand.

Kreativboost is OVER 9000

I-ich wollte Sachen, die ich schreibe nicht im Laptop verrotten lassen und da ich das Konzept ganz geil fand, wollte ich es irgendwo ins Netz stellen. Und für sowas sind Blogs ja da... denke ich.

[N(icht ganz so)SFW]

Und damit geht wohl auch der Februar zu Ende~

Die Vorabiklausuren können kommen!

Von Gedichten und anderen Geschichten.

Also gestern war ich wieder mal total kreativ und da ich das Talent des Zeichnens nicht besitze, schreibe ich hin und wieder mal gerne..